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Thursday, July 2, 2009
2.o7.o9

My eye was red again this morning. After wearing contacts halfway through the pain was unbearable. Plus I had extremely blurred vision on my right eye. I think I'm having eye infection! Why are the things I see using my right eye always blurrier than the one on my left? And had to spent $9.80 on a stupid pathetic small bottle of Eye Infection Eyedrops. What a waste of money. Actually he wanted to buy for me but since he no longer has a duty to do so, I insisted on paying him back the money.

My eye still hurts now. I don't think I can wear contacts for now. Sigh...
I don't want to go out with specs so ugly :( Plus have celebration on Sunday. Oh man. Hate this. Why can't I have perfect eyesight? I should consider laser seriously.

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Veralyn is very disgusted with herself.
How can you do this? Although it's best to forget everything and leave it in the past isn't that a bit too fast? What the hell are you doing? Trying to use replacements? Oh my god screw yourself. Better drag yourself out of this mess while you can. Besides I doubt it'll work out.

So disappointed with myself.
I guess at the end of the day I still can't call myself totally like that.
Blame you for leaving me dangling on a string to survive.
You're so cruel. I finally managed to see all the down sides of you from an outsider's view.
And I saw myself better from an insider's view.
glanced at the mirror at 11:37 AM