Today I got up on the wrong side of the bed and banged my head against the wall.
FML.
LOL can? ------------------------------------
Yesterday went swimming with Hippo and Penguin. Totally had to work off the fats taken in by the Fried Chicken I ate just before I swam.
Can't wait for Thursday, Friday, Saturday and Sunday :)
God my life is coming back. But at the expense of being so super tired during work.
glanced at the mirror at 5:24 PM
Saturday, November 28, 2009
29.11.o9 (3am)
I finally have some life after working and slogging myself off!!! I'm soooo happy that PH falls on Friday so I can enjoy myself to the maximum!
Thursday went to sing KTV with Animal Kingdom till 11plus. After that me and darling had an impromptu urge to go and eat at Bedok 85! So we hopped on the bus and I was salivating in the bus when I thought about my ou lua~ Yes seriously, I missed it SOOOO much!!!
Darling was a wee drunk on the bus. She kept chatting incessantly non-stop about very lame and random things. And she only drank HALF A SHOT OF TEQUILA!!!! Is she pathetic or what? Seriously. Boos.
We ate A LOT for two people. Had fried sotong(no more stingray *cries*), ou lua and a huge bowl of ba chor mee. I still wanted to eat chicken wings but I think darling's stomach couldn't take it anymore haha! Took a cab back home after that.
*Cab Night #1*
The next afternoon on a Friday, me and Honey went shopping IN heels FOR heels. HAHAHAHA!!! Yes Honey I remembered to blog that phrase you wanted me to use :) Got another pair of heels. This time it's white!!! Yes we going to shop again for more heels next time okay loves? Dined at Aston's and we managed to jumpstart the queue because Honey's father friend is the manager there. Couldn't believe it! But of course we had to sneak in from outside if not people will see that we're cutting queue.
Freaking awesome not having to queue LOL!!! Isn't it great to have connections?!
We took a cab back home again.
*Cab Night #2*
On a Saturday morning I had to go to work! Fuck work! Seriously ruins my whole day of fun! And I slept at 4 and had to wake at 7.
So slogged to work in heels. Ya really getting used to wearing it hehe!
After work went to do a bit of project. Not much progression considering the slack-ishness of how work is being done. Pfftt. Steamboat after that at Novena and the food is really good. Probably because they provide Teppanyaki service. But totally NOT worth the money of $24.50 because you know why?
I only ate pig livers throughout the entire meal. I mean it!!! Occasionally a little of chicken meat, yushu (pork), beef and squid. Yeah that's all. I took a huuuuge plate of liver and realised that no one likes liver so I had to solo it ALL BY MYSELF. I'm going to take a loooong break from pig livers from now on.
After steamboat went to Parklane Mall to play L4D2!!!! Woohooo!!! Was so damn excited. My first time trying L4D2 after so much anticipation! Played from 9.30pm - 2.30am!!! Yes damn hardcore but all 8 of us too hardcore as well. Play round after round with total addiction until I nearly puked due to the vertigo of the game.
And yes, L4D2 is very much harder than L4D. 3 new special infected that is fucking PAIN!!!! The spitter HURTS LIKE FUCK!!!! The minute I just stepped on the toxic my life bar dropped almost half! Wtf?! Played campaign too and had to repeat several stages a few times.
TOO IMBAL ALREADY LA!!!!
Play advance mode can already die. They still want play expert. DIE CAN?! I was like the only girl in the freaking whole lan shop at 2am and when I went to the toilet (which was near Gossip Pub) a group of disgusting chek go peks were sitting outside smoking (yes in the mall air-conditioned) and they were.... disgusting.
Thank God I pulled Akua to the toilet with me. Scary. Outside a huge gang of gangsters smoking their hearts out with tattoos and scary faces!
And yes I'm freaking damn exhausted but I had better blog it down before I forget my fun times during this torturous internship.
They still wanted to continue playing after 2.30am before I voiced out Akua has Alevel paper on Monday!!! Smart kid huh? Alevel on Monday still can hang out playing LAN till wee wee hours. Debated a bit and finally decided to leave. And once we were outside the mall, someone still suggested to go play pool and pub.
Okay damn. We were beat okay. That asshole sure has a lot of energy going. So never mind, such plans postponed to next Saturday. That asshole sure is smart. Next week his birthday week. Obviously expecting something. PFFFTTT!!!!
On the way back while sharing cab with Sky, (Cab Night #3) he told me about his friends. His so-called "friends" since seconday school who took his ideas to create a new business and in the end kicked him out of the shares once they had his whole concept and ideas. Just making use of him.
Seriously why are there such people????
How can they do such things to their friends?
I bet they don't even consider them as friends at all! Doing such despicable actions. Fancy making use of your friend and getting all the ideas and then giving him the boot once you have all the information.
Felt so disappointed when I heard it. But then again, it's true. There are such people.
I just hope that my judgment is good enough not to make the same mistake as him in choosing the wrong friends.
Which is why I'm carefully outlining the people who will carve the path of my future together with me, through joy and woes that we'll share together.
glanced at the mirror at 10:50 AM
Wednesday, November 25, 2009
26.11.o9
FML.
FML.
FML seriously!!!
glanced at the mirror at 5:36 PM
Tuesday, November 24, 2009
25.11.o9
Omg I'm such a lagger.
I just watched Gossip Girl Episode 10 did I know that Lady Gaga made a guest appearance. Such a loser now then know! -.-
SHE IS SOOOOOO HOT! I think I've watched Bad Romance MTV more than 50 times already.
But she is effing hot as always and I seriously love her sense of style and fashion!
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Counting down to the days when I can finally end this torturous process of waking at 7.30am every morning and taking the sardine-packed subway.
Really miss studying lots now with so many free extra time. And I have yet to start on the disgusting portfolio. But I have no time! All my time is spent working and the minute I get home I need go take a breather and relax and before I know it, I'm tired and I go to bed.
Argh!!!
Something ironic I saw on my MSN friend nick:
glanced at the mirror at 8:43 PM
Monday, November 23, 2009
23.11.o9
I'm so utterly disappointed.
From now on, I'm not going to jio anyone out for dinner/lunch anymore. Because I'm tired of it and I'm sure everyone finds me a bother. And besides, I'm sick of being taken for granted.
Fancy me trying to jio you the whole freaking week and you finally settled on a day. And now you are giving me crap excuses. Only when I mentioned I'm passing you your freaking present did your eyes light up and go DING DING DING and immediately replied "OK :D"
Wow. I finally saw the better side of you. Willing to meet me over a present?
Seriously why don't you just tell me to come over your workplace and I pass it to you and I go off instead of having lunch? Or better I just mail it you and we don't even have to meet since you are always so 'busy'.
Wasted my time buying one for you.
Disgusted beyond words. And I have nothing more to say.
Disappointed.
So this is what 'friends' are.
glanced at the mirror at 2:50 AM
Friday, November 20, 2009
2o.11.o9
Met Hippo for dinner yesterday!
Daddy helped to collect my handphone back from SamSung so no waiting needed. Yay my handphone is back!!!! But sadly, no more BOUNCE and SNAKE games for me :(
Had a very fun time with Hippo! Went shopping for friend's present and then went shopping for my heels.
I'm so in love with my new heels. It's officially my new best friend!!! Best of all, it doesn't hurt at all and mind you it's 3 inches.
I never thought that there'll be a day where I wear heels everyday but after seeing it, I think I've changed my mind.
After that we went JCO and ate yogurt!!! Found someone who's totally in love with their yougurt. GOOD FRIEND INDEED!!!!
Had a long long talk over there..... :)
Just this past week I've met 3 of Animal Kingdom 1 on 1! And more for swimming :D
I'm so addicted to heels now! Going to be my new hobby for shopping.
glanced at the mirror at 2:03 AM
Wednesday, November 18, 2009
19.11.o9
Haha NP flooded by the rain
Someone please take photo of our TP flood at the mushroom too! Lol!!!
Dinner later with Hippo Going to get new heels Going to buy Weina's present Going to collect handphone
Yipee.
Lunch with parrot yesterday at Chinatown hawker centre. We ate her friend's mom stall... what's his name again... oh ya Alastor. Had Fish head and kangkong with sugar cane to wash down! Very very fulfilling lunch
Thanks for lunching with me wifey :D
And we walked around trying to find Domo-kun for Alastor. But alas, there was none to be found.
glanced at the mirror at 11:23 PM
Monday, November 16, 2009
17.11.o9
Veralyn just dumped a few friends from:
"Good friends for life" to "Only Acquaintances"
And I really hope I won't have to dump more there.
glanced at the mirror at 11:10 PM
Sunday, November 15, 2009
15.11.o9
When I was young I had certain values.
First I thought that I was outgoing, amicable and sociable. Second I really liked working with people and mixing around. Third I thought that everyone of my friends will still be my friends.
When I reached secondary school I still had the same values.
I was noisy, loud and loved to have loads of fun. I didn't mind staying back after school till late hours because school's where all the fun is. I still didn't mind mixing around with people.
When I reached tertiary education my values changed a little.
I wasn't as noisy but maybe still loud and I still love fun. But I didn't really like mixing around with people anymore. And I hated staying back in school because the only reason you'd stay back is due to projects and not fun.
When I started my internship my values flipped a 180 degrees.
I'm not noisy. I'm not loud (Unless with the right group of people) I really dislike mixing around and I prefer to be independent. The moment it hits 6pm I press the SHUT DOWN button on the computer and rush home. I'm too tired to hang out after work and the fun moments that I used to have, has dwindled drastically.
Is this how working life is going to be? Full of lethargy with only weekends to look forward to? And when it's finally weekends I just feel so tired that I want to stone the whole day at home. I slept 18hours today period. 4am - 1pm & 4pm - 2am Awake for only 3hours god. And no, there wasn't any camping trip involved. Just work alone. I really admire my parents for pulling it through. I think I'd better stick to studying with flexi-hours and holiday breaks.
And through my life I thought my friends will always be my friends. But now I've separated them into categories of:
- BFF's (Meeting up often and sharing our lives together) - Good friends for life (Won't meet up so often) - Hi Bye Friends (Friends for only that period of time)
So I've just started thinking. I've changed so much in my mindset of thinking. Is that good or bad?
The fact that I'm tired of being sociable is bad? Or the fact that I've learnt to be more independent is good?
Because at this stage of life, I feel that friends that you make will not be friends for life. Or I'd rather say. Acquaintances.
I need someone to change my mindset to when I was young and naive and thought everyone I knew will be my friend for life. When I still loved mixing around.
And I hate working with people now. It's a tight pain in the ass. I'd rather work all alone by myself because then, whatever I deem fit I just do. No extra load of shit added to your workpile.
I'm happy that there'll be no more project group work until the graduation. Because I'm damn tired of working with people.
glanced at the mirror at 9:30 AM
Thursday, November 12, 2009
12.11.o9
Veralyn cut her hair short today.
BUT!!!
Not butch short. Shoulder length??? And I'm quite sad over it :( I miss playing with my hair *Don't rebut me and say I don't have any!*
Wanted to collect back my handphone today but I had to wait around 30 people before it's my turn so I couldn't be bothered to wait. Went to meet up with Hoonie and that's where I got my haircut!!!
I told the hairdresser I want it shorter but I didn't expect she'll cut until so short.
*Sniffs*
And Hoonie disappointed me very very much today. I bought her the Cream Cheese Bread from Bunnies at Chinatown (Very very nice bread). And she was so totally in love with the bread that she said,
"Next time I go Chinatown after school I'll go buy this bread again."
Instead of,
"Next time I go Chinatown after school I'll visit you."
SHE PLACED A BREAD BEFORE ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!
DO YOU KNOW HOW DISAPPOINTED I AM IN CHOONG SIEW HOON?!?!?!?! SHE WAS THINKING MORE OF THE BREAD THAN ME... I'm only second place compared to a BREAD!!!!
*SOBS*
Like I'm not sad enough over my hair. She still has to rub it in. Sniffs...
At least she treated me to bubble tea and cheese fries later :)
glanced at the mirror at 5:51 AM
Monday, November 9, 2009
1o.11.o9
I'm feeling so fat after yesterday's lunch buffet - steambeat. Yes steamboat. With your own personal boilers. And it tasted better than the Bugis steamboat! The variety of food was not bad too. And all for $3 Food welfare is so well taken care of here. But not staff welfare. At least, for interns.
So yesterday 3 guys pissed me off. I think they should all be good friends in pissing me off. Afternoon, Marcus pissed me off. Evening, Dave pissed me off. Night, Leo pissed me off.
So I only had a good morning.
Thank you very much.
*I removed my pedicure. And the toe that I kicked and bled doesn't look like a toe. The whole nail is white. Yes. WHITE!!! I have no idea what happened to that toenail. But it looks like it's gonna fall/not fall off. Either fall or not fall off. Damn this toe is irritating me too. Guess PMS is gonna come. So many signals of pissing.*
glanced at the mirror at 5:24 PM
o9.11.o9
Sick. Tired. Pissed.
Men. The world is better without them.
glanced at the mirror at 7:01 AM
Thursday, November 5, 2009
o5.11.o9
Oh Five stars Five stars....
How I so "PITY" you. You should have seen that coming?
OMG. Just when I thought I was becoming less 820. Christine's curse came back at me and I did an 820 thing today.
Today is Christine birthday!!!! So me being kind hearted and a good friend went to blast her an sms of birthday wishes. Weirdly no reply so I blasted another 3 more.
And then one short reply came back, "Who u?"
And I actually replied, "I'm your dearest dear dear la~~~ HOW CAN YOU DUNNO ME DEAR??? sobs sobs I hate you so mean!!!!"
Then no reply.
Only at night my dear Christine sms me what present she want did I see one alien number popping out. Then I went to counter check with the number I saved and sent to.
OMG I SEND TO WRONG PERSON!!!!!!!!!!!!
That person must be thinking I'm some crazy shit self-proclaiming him/her as my dearest dear dear LOL!!!!!!!!!!!
All these happened because I sent my phone for repair!!! Now stuck using my very very old handphone. The Nokia S phone forgot model name. But good thing about this phone is that it has my favourite games!!!
SNAKE!!! And BOUNCE!!!
Woohoo!!!
Okay I must save people's numbers correctly next time. Or I will really malu.
