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01.05.10
Happy Holidays people!!!
I sat in the magical seat in last night's mahjong. And I won the same amount of money darling did last week. $17.
Actually was supposed to be $18 but then an extra $1 popped up from nowhere so I reduced it to $17. I'm so going to choose that seat from now on.
At first I was losing badly. I almost even had to 'bao' for everyone but Darling saved me by winning instead. :D
And so back to karma. I'm someone who always returns people their mahjong money ON TIME!!! So again, karma comes back to me. Shi hao's Mom poured money on his table and he managed to return me $17 worth.
Poor darling still has not got her money back yet. Then again, it's KARMA!!!!!
So people, please ensure that you ALWAYS pay your debts back on time. |
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| glanced at the mirror at 9:40 PM |
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30.04.10
Heard some recent news and I'm feeling really sad.
Life is about the choices we make and sometimes there's no going back.
I want to spend each and every moment on my life to the fullest never regreting them.
In case I die tomorrow, a year later, a decade later, I just want all my friends and family to know that I really truly love each and everyone of you and I'll always cherish the times we had together for good and for bad.
I agree with Kris Allen's song, "Live Like We're Dying"
Kris Allen - Live Like We're Dying Lyrics
Sometimes we fall down, can't get back up
We're hiding behind skin that's too tough
How come we don't say I love you enough
Till it's to late, it's not too late
Our hearts are hungry for a food that won't come
And we could make a feast from these crumbs
And we're all staring down the barrel of a gun
So if your life flashed before you,
What would you wish you would've done
Yeah, we gotta start
Looking at the hands of the time we've been given
If this is all we got and we gotta start thinking
If every second counts on a clock that's ticking
Gotta live like we're dying
We only got 86,400 seconds in a day to
Turn it all around or to throw it all away
We gotta tell them that we love them
While we got the chance to say
Gotta live like we're dying
And if your plane fell out of the skies
Who would you call with your last goodbye
Should be so careful who we live out our lives
So when we long for absolution,
There'll no one on the line, yeah
Yeah, we gotta start
Looking at the hands of the time we've been given
If this is all we got and we gotta start thinking
If every second counts on a clock that's ticking
Gotta live like we're dying
We only got 86,400 seconds in a day to
Turn it all around or to throw it all away
We gotta tell them that we love them
While we got the chance to say
Gotta live like we're dying
Like we're dying, oh, like we're dying..
We only got 86,400 seconds in a day to
Turn it all around or to throw it all away
We gotta tell them that we love them
While we got the chance to say
Gotta live like we're dying
You never know a good thing till it's gone
You never see a crash till it's head on
Why do we think we're right when we're dead wrong
You never know a good thing till it's gone
Yeah, we gotta start
Looking at the hands of the time we've been given
If this is all we got and we gotta start thinking
If every second counts on a clock that's ticking
Gotta live like we're dying
We only got 86,400 seconds in a day to
Turn it all around or to throw it all away
We gotta tell them that we love them
While we got the chance to say
Gotta live like we're dying
Like we're dying, oh, like we're dying..
We only got 86,400 seconds in a day to
Turn it all around or to throw it all away
We gotta tell them that we love them
While we got the chance to say
Gotta live like we're dying..
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| glanced at the mirror at 11:24 PM |
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28.04.10
Life is good.
I can finally lead my nocturnal life of sleeping late waking up late.
No doubt my weight is precariously in danger of going overboard with this lifestyle.
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Why must you be so sweet?
It's obvious that the choice is not going to be you.
Yet you do these things that makes me happy.
But I know it's impossible.
I hating wasting other's times.
Stop treating me so nice. |
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| glanced at the mirror at 10:42 PM |
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22.04.10
Last day of work tomorrow.
Followed by tuition and supper at Bedok.
*beams very happily* |
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| glanced at the mirror at 8:32 AM |
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18.04.10
I seriously thought I lost a lot in mahjong on Friday. But instead I actually won?!
Darling won $17 which is still pretty unbelievable considering her losing streak. Guess the luck at people's house seriously changes loads. She pretty much covered back all her previous losses. But karma hit her. Always she doesn't have money to return others. Now, others don't have enough money to return her.
Yes, I truly believe in karma.
Ever since I stopped laughing at people's plight of their toes, my toe nails have stopped dropping.
LOL!!!!!!!!!!!
Before mahjong, Darling headed to my house and we watched Yaoi and ate dinner together. We were laughing so damn loud and crazily at the nice parts! The times when we feel we bond together as one :)
Daniel Ong has quit 987fm and I'm still so sad about losing him. I mean, he and Young are the best DJs ever!!!! Besides the Muttons to Midnight probably. So now there's no 987fm Top Hits of the week. And the UK Top Hits are pretty much sucky.
Though I can't say much for Singaporeans taste. I have no idea why Beyonce songs can even make it to FIRST place. I mean seriously, her songs sucks to the core and they are SO IRRITATING I just want to shut them up. The same goes for Alicia Keys. Which is why the song where they did a duet, was just horrible. And again, no idea how it managed to get on the charts.
Just got back from Honey's place and I have an additional of one more problem.
OMG!!! Are you serious about that Honey??? I cannot handle so many!!!!
*Rolls eyes*
Maybe if it's someone I'm interested then it won't be a problem but that's not the case!!!!
Side note, I think me and Hippo are currently suffering the same problems. |
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| glanced at the mirror at 1:44 AM |
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12.04.10
Why is it that EVERYTIME I go out with Darling on a date we are bound to get SOOOOO UBERLY CRAZY?!?!!? And I mean really CRAZY!!!!
From the moment we met, we were already crazy.
So were we before, during and after the meal.
We kept laughing like crazy. God knows what we talked about other than XXX stuffs which just drove us into fits of hystericals!!!
We totally ate A LOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Stingray. Large plate of eggs. Calms. And to last it off, COCKLES!!!!!!!!
I had a great time squirting Darling with blood LOL!!!! Darling was very nice. Despite her disdain for cockles, she still opened them all up for me and fed me. SO SWEET!!! Finally my Darling is doing her job :D
On the bus ride home we were SUPER NOISY!!! And I mean it.
We laughed almost EVERY MINUTE NON-STOP!!!! We were so talking about our Yaoi stuffs we flooded the whole bus. And other nonsensical-rubbish. It became so bad at one point the Uncle threatened to throw us out of the bus.
OMG HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
He opened the back doors too ROFL!!!!!!!!!!!!
But we still didn't care and continued to giggle throughout. To think that one can sweat so much laughing.
OMG GOING OUT WITH DARLING SERIOUSLY DELEVELS ME TO A ONE-CELL!!!!!
And she has a new nickname besides FFL and One-Cell.
It's One-Cell Egg.
Want to know the reason???? She'll kill me if I say it here! |
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| glanced at the mirror at 7:43 AM |
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11.04.10
I've heard some sad news.
And I've gone through them as well so I know how it feels.
Don't worry. People are strong :)
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Some proof that I seriously really have STM.
So people please please do not hold it against me if I forget things you've said to me before. I really seriously have STM.
♥ veralyn - the perfect imagination - ♥ says:
you got twitter account?
X'ine says:
nope
♥ veralyn - the perfect imagination - ♥ says:
you want see kelly's half naked pics?
HAHAHAHA
X'ine says:
*jaw drop*
no need bah
♥ veralyn - the perfect imagination - ♥ says:
i still have it
LOL
you got twitter?
X'ine says:
eh
y u asking me the same qn ah
♥ veralyn - the perfect imagination - ♥ says:
HAHAHAH OMG
I REALLY STM
i forgot i asked you earlier leh
ROFL
X'ine says:
wah lao
less than a min ago sia
cui!!
*I have no idea what's wrong with my memory*
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Side note, SHG totally crappy fun today. I have officially a new animal nickname called Turkey.
FT. Fat Turkey. Given to me by a certain asshole who constantly suans me the whole day.
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Secondly, I seriously don't want to be Ms Shakespears like OMG!!!
I can't believe the stupid dumb tuition agency didn't inform me that the Sec 3 kid I was going to tutor does NOT take O'levels but A'levels instead. And his essays are ALL SHAKESPEARS and literature based.
Plus his English is not even that half bad can?!
I got a feeling he'll be the one teaching me English instead.
And I have to read this thick book to UNDERSTAND this literature play for his Mid-sem exams.
I don't feel up to it totally.
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I'm really getting damn du lan with the various managers at work.
Firstly, the Finance Manager caught me watching 'video' and scolded me.
Let me set this straight. I was merely choosing the songs on Windows Media Player on which song to play next and she walked by and saw the swirly visual arts of the WMP and accused me of watching videos.
Can anyone tell me HOW THE HELL CAN THOSE SWIRLY VISUAL ARTS BE SEEN AS A VIDEO?!?! WHAT IS THERE TO SEE THERE??!!! SERIOUSLY?!!
I told her flatly, "It's not a video. It's music."
But she gave me an insolent stare and said plainly, "It's a video. Now please close it." and stalked off. Worse, she told my colleague, "Please keep an eye on her, she's watching videos."
I WAS LIKE WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU??!?!?!?!?!
SERIOUSLY IM STARTING TO HATE OLD PEOPLE WHO HAVE NO SENSE OF COMPUTER SAVY-NESS IN THEM. THEY TRULY SUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Okay second incident.
The accounting software that I was using was under maintainence. So basically I can't do any work because you need the damned software. Instead of sitting around and staring into blank space I decided to flaunt my talents once in a while and started doodling on scraps of paper.
This time the Accounts Manager walked past and asked me what I was doing.
So once again I replied, "Drawing?"
And AGAIN she went to complain to my colleague about me that I was doing nothing.
Colleague: You have nothing to do?
Me: No.
Colleague: I thought you have to key in the stocks?
Me: Yes but you were the one who told me to close the accounting software because it's under maintainence so how to key?
Colleague: When you have nothing to do you must act as if you have something to do. Just pretend to check some files or whatever.
Wow great. I have to ACT BUSY. Seriously why can't they just let me off and do my own things when I really have nothing to do?
To add on, I'm making the company's computer into my very own. I've copied ALL my songs into it. My games. Some anime. Some dramas. And rubbish.
Can't wait for contract to end. Measly pay gone.
Will only sign on if pay is increased! :) |
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02.04.10
A very Good Friday to all reading this before 12am.
Big Brother's birthday today.
Speaking of which, yesterday Idiot called me and told me that Honey was involved in a car accident. I got so hyped up I almost wanted to tell my boss to let me off early to visit Honey. I can only say that Idiot's acting is supremely good.
And that I didn't pull any pranks on 01.04.10 but instead got pranked on.
Well anyway today I was made to go to church. Yes. I effing can't believe I went to church after how many years as well. And just to make it clear. I'm practically still a Christian. Why?
Because if I were given a form and asked to tick my religion, I'll probably tick Christianity. The only big difference is that, I don't go to church. It is hell boring. Especially the sermons and the standing part during praise and worship. My legs crumble. And I gamble. And sometimes maybe a little vulglar. But I so totally believe in God. :)
Back to topic. The only reason why I went to church today was to see my brother in a musical play which he was acting in so I can laugh about it later. Which means, I finally have something to tease my brother about like what Rodrick does in Diary of a Wimpy Kid. This time, I plan to be the Rodrick. It's too bad video camering was disallowed.
The thing about church events is,
NEVER TO BE PUNCTUAL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
And I mean it. NEVER ONCE has such plays started on time. They are ALWAYS late.
Safest time to reach is 15minutes after the specified time because they're always half an hour late. And no it's not the church's fault that it starts later but the PEOPLE'S fault! Due to people's inept in being punctual, they have to WAIT for others to fill the auditorium so that they won't disturb the play later. So basically, it's all thanks to those morons that everything is delayed. So the next time I go to such a play (I doubt I'll ever want to go to church ever again which will be explained later unless..), I'll bear in mind to be late which will make me a moron. :)
Anyway I can't believe it was a church when I stepped in.
There were like restaurants, fountains and basically everything that is NOT church-ish. There was a rooftop garden and it was nicer than Esplanade's. I mean it! The walls are marble and the panels are all made of glass. The moment I stepped in, it reminded me of a MICE Convention Center and so totally NOT a church.
And the auditorium which was called a SANCTUARY, was much much bigger than TP's Convention Hall. Their technology is really hi-tech and really, it just doesn't look like a church at all. Maybe because the last time I went to a church it was much simpler and plainer. But whatever, it can so totally serve as a MICE Convention Centre instead.
If you're wondering what church it is, it's Holy Trinity at Paya Lebar.
After waiting ions, the play finally 'started'.
And first, I totally wasn't expecting praise and worship BEFORE a play. Heck I didn't even expect there to be ANY worships going on at all. I merely came to make fun of my brother acting in a play later. I knew I was in for it.
The singing lasted really long and as usual, my legs really wanted to crumble. And as they sang, I looked around me and saw that everyone was so serious and 'into' it. And I begin to ponder, all these Christians, they come here and act like they're so holy and stuffs. But the minute they step out of church, they act like another person. (This does not imply to every Christian) But yet in the House of God, they act so goody. I know this because when I left the church a bunch of people probably in their cell groups were acting SO ROWDY hollering at the top of their voices and I even heard vulgarity.
Seriously. If you want to be a Christian you'd better start acting like one. Saying you're a Christian gives people a certain 'expectation' of you i.e.
You cannot gamble. You cannot scold vulgarity. You cannot smoke. You cannot drink.
Tell me, who really obeys that? I have yet to see a Christian who does NOT gamble, drink, smoke or scold vulgarity except... I think a very small handful.
Basically that's what comes into my mind when someone says he/she is a Christian.
But now, things are so different.
Whenever someone tells me they are a Christian, I'll straight away think that they're only going to church for the sake of having fun, hanging around with friends and whatever. I really wonder who goes to church to really really really and I mean REALLY worship God. And then there are people who goes to church to NETWORK for their business. Literally. And I know a few who does that. So tell me, is church really a place just for worshiping or a place for business and to expand your network?
I'm so off track. I'm supposed to blog about my brother's performance LOL!!!
After the praise and worship the play FINALLY started. I totally LMAO when I saw what my brother's role was. He was acting as a Kopitiam Boy in SINGLET!!!!!!!! NO WONDER HE WENT ON A DIET!!!! So he won't look so fat in it. I really tried my best in stiffling my laughter but the person next to me still stared at me. But it was SO FUNNY and my brother talked in a funny accent. But I can so tell it's him sometimes especially when he "OHHHH"s and rubs his tummy. HAHAHAHA!!! Some bad habits are just hard to get rid of :)
And at the end of the play, there was actually SERMON!!!!
FUCK YES SERMON!!!!!!!!!!
OMG!!!!!!!!!! That totally hit it. Damn I should have KNOWN that ALL churches will give sermons. How can I be SO NAIVE?!?!?! Damn. And it lasted for over an hour. My eyes were so totally giving away. If sermons can be preached in a funny way, I wouldn't mind listening.
But sometimes the things they preach are REALLY CORNY and.... I just don't know how to describe it. It's really very very very boring. If I can go to church and skip the sermon, 80% I'll go. Sadly, sermons are the bulk of the content.
So I was like WTF that there was a sermon at the end. Was quite peeved especially at the part where they tried to "CONVERT" more people to Christians. I don't know why they are so INTO converting people. I know it helps to 'save' your friends lives after life (you get what I mean?) but really, they don't have to so literally force us.
Now you know why I always doubt people who say they are Christians because I'll start thinking DO YOU REALLY LOVE GOD or do you go to church just to HAVE FUN at the rate they are converting people. Plus there's always peer pressure. If all your clique of friends goes to church, you'll want to join too so you won't miss out the fun. So tell me again, who really goes to church to praise God??? I need to do a survey on this. Because I'm very confident only 20% of them goes to church for God.
Anyway, the pastor asked who wants to follow Christ again after backsliding for so long and my Dad raised his hand and I was like,"OMG SPARE ME!!!!!!!" I thought he wanted me to raise with him as well but I began sinking lower in my seat so I think he got the hint.
What's funny is that, my Dad is always all talk and no action. The pastor asked those who raised their hands to proceed down so that they can pray for them and he didn't even budge. So much for acting big.
At the end of the day, had dinner and celebrated Big Brother's birthday with teasings from me. But he didn't seem to mind and instead, started singing the musical. Had loads of chilli crabs and I think I'm going to have a HOT time shitting.
End of story.
Yes it has been a long post and a long time since I typed so much. Hands kinda pain.
Yes hands not fingers. |
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